I thought I was over you, I thought I was okay. I really thought it this time. You´re no longer for hours and hours and hours in my mind. I don´t think about you as much as I always did. But I still do. I thought that I could close the door, telling myself every day that it doesn’t matter. Lying to myself every day, saying that you don´t matter to me. But deep down inside it´s not okay, because it really does matter. You do really matter. I do still love you, I do still want you to like me. I´m protecting myself by saying that it doesn´t matter, so you won´t hurt me, but it´s a lie. I don´t think about you as much as I did, but I still do. I still can´t forget you.

I´m just too in love to let go.